Vampires

Vampire

I always knew that I was different, in a weird sort of way, and didn't fit in with the usual crowd. A loner most of my life and I grew up in a sheltered atmosphere and in my bedroom. When I first moved into the home I grew up in, I was two-and-a-half years of age. I remember telling my mother, "Wouldn't it be weird if there were dead people buried under our house?", where did that concept come from? At the age of three, I saw a doorway drop into my bedroom, the hallway was long, narrow, and yellowish-orange in color (no, I didn't see the bright white light! not dead) and I covered my head with my blanket hoping it would disappear. It didn't, but I didn't get out of bed either. As I aged, the insomnia grew larger too. By the age of eight I was up until four or five in the morning reading books, and refusing to get out of bed for school. I hated school anyways, but I hated leaving my room more. When I turned 13 all hell broke loose within my home, and I was terrified nightly by demons/spirits/ghosts or whatever lurked in the shadows, and it didn't get much better as I aged. I used to wake up screaming, night-terrors, and covered with bruises and scratches (mainly in my genital and breast regions) believed to be caused by succubi/incubus. I still am not sure who/what caused the inflictions, and I probably will never know. But, I know this: "I am an Empath-Vampire/Otherkin combination with ESP and telepathy (especially when angered).  Dreams are where I meet lots of people of my kind and later I meet up with them in the real world.  I meet a man, AleoshA, in May of this year.  He has been haunting my dreams since May of 1988, and it started in San Bernardino, Ca, where I grew up...now I live in Topeka, KS, and this man lives six blocks from my home and he just moved to Topeka three months before he and I met (in the flesh).  He's a vampire, as he always has been in my dreams.  AleoshA, in 1988, was attending Berkley in Ca...coincidence?  I think, NOT!  Destiny/Fate is what it really is, only he is doing the running now....I scared the poor man.  Sorry AleoshA, I do love you though.  Don't make me chase you, I can't run very well....LOL